Andymum Memories

23 June …today is Andy boy birthday.

Because my mum passed away one month ago,have not 49 days .Every years we are celebrate boy birthday at my mum house together with my family and my dear mum. but this years brother said better not celebrate at mum house.

Ya….every years we just do the simple birthday for Andy boy. One family with mum eat dinner and cut cake…….happy too. So this years we just miss my mum………and Andy boy also miss his grandma…but his birthday we also buy a small cake and present for him….let him happy……..he is just a kid….he is very good boy ,he know what is going on…..he said he is very happy already.:-) but he miss ah ma…..
thank you jia yuan cheh cheh and kim kim for the present too….andy boy like it very much….:-)

Wish you Happy birthday…be good boy…mama and papa love you……

您要人们或小辈尊重您,您也要学会尊重人先…..

过去几天,我很气也很伤心,为和您要在我的伤疤加一刀??为何??我家婆…每次都要人听她的…我没有住在一起…我也不必让我丈夫难为.所以我竟量不要有不安的事….说说一下罢了…..反正没有住在一起…..

但是今日我真的不可以不说了…说不过去…她把我妈妈的东西,杯子给丢掉但是没有给我说也没有问过我….我在他们回马来西亚那天我才知道……我那时问Michael,他打电话回去问….他也很伤心为何他妈妈要这么做???我很难过….我哭了…哭得很伤心很伤心…….也不说话….

为何您要在我的伤疤加一刀???????????您要我怎么尊重您???????

今天,是我妈妈的三柒…我们都到普吉寺庙,我爸妈的灵位放在普吉寺…每日都有念经……

我妈妈三柒了…我还没有走出悲哀….很失落感…很怀念我妈妈和爸爸…..因为我是团队的一分子,我在开会时我不要让我个人的情绪引向他人,所以我控制我的情绪在TC,但是我的心还是那么的沉重…..坦白说很辛苦..,但我是领袖我会控制…一名团圆说我已经做的很好,她说换成是她,她或许做不到…..谢谢你..在我很难过的时候你一次又一次的管心我…谢谢您们…

我对Spencer 老师说我会慢慢走出悲哀的…他握住我的手,拍拍我的肩膀..对我说: …您是勇敢的领袖..化悲伤为力量…把事业做成功…给您妈妈爸爸为您骄傲….他给予我的鼓励…我很感恩和感动….我会加油的…还有团队们的爱戴和在此期间对我的鼓力,家人的精神支持…

今天,我们念完经, 师傅对我们说了一些话, 他说生老病死,是人生必经之路,我们要化悲伤为力量….要念佛…我们就没有不开心,就没有优愈症了….看开,放下…就会开心了…我听了,心得体会…

我的老师和师傅都说化悲伤为力量…我会走出悲伤..不要关心我的人担心..但是请给我时间….时间是最好的药…但我亲爱的爸爸妈妈您们永远都活在我心里….

父母恩情海洋深….师傅说我们是报不完的….在此我们要做个好人,做好事…然我们的父母安心…..妈妈爸爸我们会记住您们的教育的…

我爱您妈妈…还有我敬爱的爸爸…我来世也要做您们的孩子…..

Thank you friends for your concern to me when I was down and
sad………..

Thank you partners and Mentors for your concern…although that week was
Hongkong Intensive training..all of you booked the ticket but some of you take
turn to come to visit my mum wake and concern me…sms…too……..thanks for
your love,concern to us…Thanks Spencer and lily mentors for the flower and bai
jin to my dearest mum…very touching ..both of you are so far but yet we feel
both of you are so close to me…its call "linking heart"….when my mum last
journey you all in Hongkong….but I know your support me from far away…

This afternoon is my first time back to Tc…when I saw all of you i feel
very warm…I know your like sisters and brothers so concern about me…thanks
your hug and word…Thanks Spencer Mentor for your warm concern and
support,…very appreciated that…And I know I am not alone….All of you are
with me……..

Thanks my dear friend Jasmine and Jayde company me few day …and last
journey of my dearest mum….and thanks all my old friends ,New friends also
come to visit my mum wake…..

Thanks my relatives from Indonesia come to visit my mother ….she saw all of
you before she long sleep……..

Thank you tzi chi buddhist foundation came to my mum wake …..pray for
her……thank you so much…..

Thank you so much……….from my hearth………