My feeling for last few day….
This few day , I don’t know how to say about my feeling.
At first, I thought as Make up artist and Beautician always go to Happy Occasion to make up for Bride,ROM and place with Joys….but last week i received a call from one of Forum friend. she mentioned Andy Mum can you do me a flavor?? to help my mum facial at hospice. I got a shock when i read the sms. At the end i know that this is her mum last wish, her mum suffer 3rd stage cancer…and Doctor said anytime she will passed away.
Due to my busy schedule for my own business meeting people and my beauty business, and Chinese new year is coming , a lot of house appointment too. I really don’t know what to do..and friendly speaking i was very worry ,I can not do it well when i am see the patient too. I asked myself,My hubby,my good friend Joanna, and My Susan ,Nelson Lao shi …actually at the bottom of my heart i really really want to go to help…but only one push from them….really they gave me a big push…then i sms her daughter and said i will go to visit your mum Monday morning 11am and i know her dad worry about the cost…i told her ,not to worry i won’t take any single cents and i really want to help…
Next day Monday Morning , I wake up and pray before i go to visit her…I prayed ,wish Kwang im pu sak give me peaceful mind and hearth when i arrived there and can give the patient good services,good memory…
I met her daughter and we went together to visit her mum. when i went to her room…My tears want to come out but i really control it ,because i don’t want her daughter,her hubby see it and sad. I am not scared..i was very very peaceful and I want to do something for her…..she so skinny…i really don’t know how to said it….my hearth was pain although I first time meet….
Before i started the facial…i told her..Auntie ..i facial for you …she whispers ya….after finish i told her Auntie ..you look radian and clean now…she Smile…that moments…i don’t know how to write my feeling here …so happy to see her smile peacefully….this type of feeling and happiness i can not use money to buy it…really…..very very touch….
After that ,They gave me angpao…i don’t want to take but her hubby said Chinese new year is coming…this is a little "xin Ye" from Auntie…When i looked at her ,She smile at me…,Her hubby said must take Ye shi Ye shi…i really appreciated their caring ….
Then i went back home…when i just arrived home , i received sms from her daughter said that "my mum just pass away"….3pm….i was shock and my tears come out and i cried….until my boy boy asked me why am cried….I can not believed it…and lucky i went today not tomorrow…if not i could not fulfill the last wish of her…….and i will regret it….but Lucky…i can make it on time and let her go with a peaceful,smile and clean face….Thanks …
Hope wen you understand for i can not attend the funeral and visit your this few day…my appoitment really can not change….as people ROM date also can not change…but I went to my temple near my house and i use the Ang pao who Auntie gave me to light the candle for her .Wish she peaceful in heaven….
Now hope you and family will strong …and take care of your younger sisters….
all the best to you wen…..jia you..you are good daughter and good sister….thanks i have this opportunity to know you…keep in touch…
